Friday, December 19, 2008
Mimi came back!
Mimi is very hungry and very clingy. She is doing well. We are trying fatten her up.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Debt
How do I apply faith in this mess of a situation? Do something and ask God for help. Stay positive and underwelmed by the stresses. Stay calm. Let the Spirit guide my next move. I can do one thing: put away the credit card. It would force to reevaluate the current expenditures.
1. talk to Knowles
2. drop life insurance
3. drop the internet
4. look for another job
5. do nothing until January
6. eat food storage, buy nothing
7. Put everything toward the credit card and only use the credit card
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Cain: How To Create A Secret Combination
In Moses 5: 17 -39 the Lord show the pattern of human spiritual downfall. In the pattern it also shows how people become evil. I define an evil individual as a person who intentionally uses, hurts, deceives, or otherwise takes advantage of his fellowman with the sole desire for power, gain and pleasure. This person knows full well the harm they are causing and actually enjoys doing it. The person loves and makes a lie.
The creation of an evil person goes like this:
- Find a person that competitive, proud, and godless
- Get Angry. Create an events that upsets the person
- Reject righteous counsel.
- Get more angry and hateful.
- Love Satan and his principles. Deepen you hate. Become amoral and Godless.
- Make a Satanic pack with Others to keep you action secret from others and those in authority. Set up other so they must deny the light with in them by choosing evil.
- Satan uses his power to help.
- Kill an innocent person (or another act that takes advantage of another)
- Lose the Light of Christ within you
- Relish in what you have done, love and make a lie.
- Through secrecy, grow you organization. Regular people won't believe suspecting people anyway.
Find the Person.
Pride or a lack of willingness to be taught and chastened. (16)".... And Adam knew Eve his wife, and she conceived and bare Cain, and said: I have gotten a man from the Lord; wherefore he may not reject his words. But behold, Cain heakened not, saying: Who is the Lord that I should know him? " Cain was already displaying a lack of humility. He was arrogant. " (17)And she again conceived and bare his brother Abel. And Abel hearkened unto the voice of the Lord. And Abel was a keeper of sheep, but Cain was a tiller of the ground. " Abel, on the other hand, choose to follow righteousness.
Get Angry.
18 And Cain aloved Satan more than God. And Satan commanded him, saying: bMake an offering unto the Lord. 19 And in process of time it came to pass that Cain brought of the afruit of the ground an offering unto the Lord. 20 And Abel, he also brought of the afirstlings of his flock, and of the fat thereof. And the Lord had brespect unto Abel, and to his coffering; 21 But unto Cain, and to his aoffering, he had not respect. Now Satan knew this, and it bpleased him. And Cain was very wroth, and his countenance fell.
Reject Righteous Counsel.
22 And the Lord said unto Cain: Why art thou wroth? Why is thy countenance fallen?
23 If thou doest well, thou shalt be aaccepted. And if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door, and Satan bdesireth to have thee; and except thou shalt hearken unto my commandments, I will cdeliver thee up, and it shall be unto thee according to his desire. And thou shalt rule over him;
24 For from this time forth thou shalt be the father of his alies; thou shalt be called bPerdition; for thou wast also cbefore the world.
25 And it shall be said in time to come—That these abominations were had from aCain; for he rejected the greater counsel which was had from God; and this is a bcursing which I will put upon thee, except thou repent.
Get even more angry and hateful.
26 And Cain was wroth, and listened not any more to the voice of the Lord, neither to Abel, his brother, who walked in holiness before the Lord. 27 And Adam and his wife amourned before the Lord, because of Cain and his brethren.
Love Satan and his principles.
28 And it came to pass that Cain took one of his brothers’ daughters to awife, and they bloved Satan more than God.
Make a Satanic pack with Others.
29 And Satan said unto Cain: aSwear unto me by thy throat, and if thou tell it thou shalt die; and swear thy brethren by their heads, and by the living God, that they tell it not; for if they tell it, they shall surely die; and this that thy father may not know it; and this day I will deliver thy brother Abel into thine hands.
30 And Satan sware unto Cain that he would do according to his commands. And all these things were done in secret.
31 And Cain said: Truly I am Mahan, the master of this great asecret, that I may bmurder and get cgain. Wherefore Cain was called Master dMahan, and he gloried in his wickedness.
32 And Cain went into the field, and Cain talked with Abel, his brother. And it came to pass that while they were in the field, Cain rose up against Abel, his brother, and slew him.
33 And Cain agloried in that which he had done, saying: I am free; surely the bflocks of my brother falleth into my hands.
34 And the Lord said unto Cain: Where is Abel, thy brother? And he said: I know not. Am I my brother’s akeeper?
35 And the Lord said: What hast thou done? The voice of thy brother’s ablood cries unto me from the ground.
36 And now thou shalt be acursed from the earth which hath opened her mouth to receive thy brother’s blood from thy hand.
37 When thou tillest the ground it shall not henceforth yield unto thee her astrength. A bfugitive and a vagabond shalt thou be in the earth.
38 And Cain said unto the Lord: Satan atempted me because of my brother’s flocks. And I was wroth also; for his offering thou didst accept and not mine; my bpunishment is greater than I can bear.
39 Behold thou hast driven me out this day from the face of the Lord, and from thy face shall I be hid; and I shall be a fugitive and a vagabond in the earth; and it shall come to pass, that he that findeth me will slay me, because of mine iniquities, for these things are not hid from the Lord.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
The Good Life
I like my children. I don't hear from James very much. I worry about him. I hope he dong well and making good choices. He is up at USU.
My birthday presents: Two suits bought cheap at Dahle's going out of business sale; one ticket to the BYU vs UCLA football game (we won 49:0); good children and good wife; reduction in pay (new trial); out to dinner to Sushi Ya; happy cat.
Hard Day at Work
Anyways, I got a reduction in pay for six months or more. Maybe less. The reduction is so significant that I will not be able to live without selling off cars and houses. Should I look for another job? Is that what they really want. Jeff says no. At least they have an executive committee that can manage the business and look at how to make money and reduce expenses. That is the first good move. The only problem is that I want to be on the committee. I have too many good ideas for years that have been lost.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Financial Goals
1. Freeze the credit card. No more accumulation of debt. After two marriages this summer, it's time to stop using the card. It was beneficial to get the children starting out on the right foot.
2. Follow the following financial goals.
2a. Create a $1000 emergency fund. (Oct 2008)
2b Systematcally pay down debt. I'm sure I want to combine all the debt or just choose the highest interest debt first OR choose the smallest amount first. They all have their advantages.
1. Platinum Credit Card (April 2009)
2. Bank of America Card (July 2009)
3. Fair Financial (October 2009)
4. Knowles (June 2010)
5. Lexus (June 2012)
2c. Create an emergency fund of three to six months of savings. (June 2014).
2d. Create a sunk fund for large purchases. (June 2015).
3. Buy $10 / week in food storage replenishment. (September 2008).
4. Fill up water containers and store. (September 2008).
I will revise this as I go. Hopefully with raises and healing I will be about to accomplish these goals in half the time.